i got accepted to VCU arts. i feel extremely blessed and i know i would not have been accepted if it wasn't for God's grace. my portfolio was such a joke. i still can't believe it.
also, i found out a few days ago i'm moving for the first time in 5 years to colorado. it makes me sad. but i dont really know.
i'm so ready to leave certain people the f behind. i'm going to miss high school- not my high school, but how i wasted 4 years of my youth with bad friends, investing in relationships that got me nowhere, and indulging in laziness and bad habits that lead me to a lackluster academic end. i don't care. to me, i feel like this place does not even exist. it's like if i move, none of what has happened here really matters. people will forget who i am and i will forget who they are. and i don't know if i really even care.

i am graduating high school on thursday.
i dont know what i feel.